High Without You (w/ Lucinda Voz)

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vs.1
“I Gotta Defeat this Heathen with Vehemence and Mean it
Not Just Think and Dream it! Get Off My Butt, Fight to Beat It!
Go Hard if I Gotta Die, I’ve Had it, Steamin n’ Heated!
Go at it Full Speed Even though My Fuel is Depleted
this Evil’s been Winning, I’m Losin, Beat but Not Yet Defeated
I’m Gaspin, Breathin Heavy, Sight Unsteady but Haven’t Retreated
Can Still Stand, Feet-Planted, Double Fists Swingin
to Beg n’ Plead, Cry n’ Bleed, Fightin a Legion of Demon
I've been Abandoned, Got Mad About it, 'till I Became a Bandit
I Hated God, n' Lied About it, 'til I Got Caught Red Handed
I Thought He Hated Me First, until He Showed Me the Reverse
I Couldn’t Stand it, I Cried Until My Head Ached n’ My Guts Hurt
Ashamed of Myself, I Wanted to Cut, Shoot or Hang Myself
Thought He Made the World to Gang up on Me, n’ I had to Bang it Myself
(Croaky Voice) I've been High without You, Gotten By without You
Now at the End of My Rope, I don't wanna Die without You

(chorus)
Lucinda Voz:
I've been High without You, Gotten By without You
Now at the End of My Rope, I don't wanna Die without You

I've Made Love Without You, Shoved and Doubted You
this World has Taken it's Toll, I don't wanna Go without You

I’ve Won without You, I’ve Lost Without You
in the High Tides n’ Low Tides, I’m in the Sea Tossed Without You





vs.2
Usin’ Methamphetamines, Excuses to Find a Better Means
My Memories are Penalties, -Detrimental Enemies
a Steady Stream of Vodka n’ Henney Help Me to Forget Things
I’m Unsteady, Seein Things, that Aint There, n’ Getting Bad Dreams
Attacked at Night, Woken Up, Choked Up, Frozen in Fright
Afraid to Sleep, Sleep Deprived, Dead Man Walking in Daylight
Couldn’t Face the Facts, Face the Past, Neva That! Pass the Jack
Smoke the Weed too, ‘till My Eyes Bleed Through the Pupil’s Black
I Backslid Heavily, Taking Every Getaway that was Ready
Afraid to Die Quick, Instead, Took Every Poison that was Deadly
and in Front of the People Claiming that I’m Heavensent
but Only Feeding off the Benefits of Other People’s Benevolence
I’ve done it My Own Way Without You, I Got a Long Way Without You
I’ve been Alone the Whole Time, don’t want Another Day without You

(chorus)
Lucinda Voz:
I’ve Raised Up Without You, I Fought the Power Without You
with Blood on My Hands, don’t want to Go the Final Hour without You





vs.3
I Smile n’ Hide the Pain Inside, but Cant Keep Up with Lies, they Disorient
Sleeping with Many Women Trying to Hide My Sin Under their Skin
I Used to Be Decent and Relatively Innocent
Now I’m Dr. Jekyll tryin to Hyde a Side thats Volatile and Hellbent
and Even as I’m Writing, Heart on My Sleeve, Spilling this
I’m Gettin Pissed, Rememberin the Feelings I was Dealing with
I Need an Exodus from Misery Mental, Spirit and Physically
I Need an Exorcist, Man!, these Demons are Tryin’ to Murder Me
I won’t Lie to You, I Drank Alone n’ then Cried, too
Held Razors to My Wrists, Hating Myself, Wanting to Die, too
don’t Know How I’ve Made it by, the Scars Remain n’ Testify
that there’s No More Need for My Blood, Christ was Crucified
this World is Dark Stuff, n' I Can't See without You
I've had Enough! (echo), Don't Let Me be without You




Lucinda Voz:
I'm Chokin, I'm Broken, On the DownStroke, it's Hopeless
BackBitten, I've BackSlidden to Where the End of the Rope is
I shouldnt have gone ahead without you
cuz even in my success I feel dead without you

credits

from the Rebel Lion, released January 1, 2018
JeremiahDirt.com --- produced by: Beat Somebody for Shadow of the Locust - LocustFist.com --- written by: Jeremiah Dirt /SAMPLED. Aswad "I A Rebel Soul"/

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Beginning a career in 1999 with the acclaimed album, Plague, after years of touring with, then, labelmates POD, Dirt has kept and keeps his fans loaded up with his unique blend of creative, emotional, revealing lyrical ferocity and love for pure Hiphop.
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